It’s been raining all day. I’ve been sitting at my desk watching the rain. I’ve pretty much turned my brain off today. I don’t want to think about it any more. I have the next four days off and other then doing laundry, I have no plans what so ever. I think I’ll get some movies and just relax. Just me, Molly the cat and Hawvie the plant.
Since I’ve been doing this, I made a lot of new friends. Some of them have shared their stories with me. It’s weird to think back to Junior High and remember everything you felt or thought and realize that 90% of the people felt the same way. You never are really alone. Everybody is fucked up in on way or another. Everybody is shy; everybody is awkward, some people just dealt with it better.
I had a fucked up childhood, but I wouldn’t change any of it. It made me who I am today, and I actually like myself.